#Idek if I wanna cry or scream

[finally-got-a-diagnosis]

Not only do I have to deal with the fact that one of my friends is just up and leaving town just because tomorrow. (Yay abandonment issues.) But I also found out what it feels like to drift apart from a friend who you grew up with over the years. (It's happened before but it hurts more this time.)

[zakomoya]

i be kinning midori the way the depression hitting

[kittlyns]

My dog has a double ear infection, my dad is in the hospital, my period cycle is so fucked up right now that there might actually be something wrong with me but it's likely gonna be weeks before I get to see anyone abt it, and I just found a goddamn bed bug in my bed.

[willowfey]

genuine question does anyone have any tips on how to manage prolonged constant extreme anxiety? like the kind where u have to always stay distracted bc any second alone with ur thoughts will send u into a nauseous pit. the kind that makes it so u never get a restful sleep and u never have an appetite and ur hands are always shaking and ur muscles are painfully tense. anyone know uh…… what i can do about that

(i don’t have insurance atm and my medical anxiety is far too high to get anything prescribed atm so i need things that i can do on my own other than breathing and i’m sick of reading articles)

[delimeats-000]

Chris smut where you’re fwb and sneak around so you’re fucking in the car since everyone is in the house

Just A Drive

summary:🔝

warning: smut, language, idek man

pairing: chris sturniolo x reader

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my phone lights up with a quiet buzz.

chris-

lets go for a drive

chris it’s late.

i wasnt asking

come get me

i turn off my phone and wait for him to show up at my place.

15 minutes later i get a call. grabbing my purse and hopping off the couch, i answer my phone.

“Yeah?”

“Im here.”

“Alright.”

i walk out my apartment complex and to his car. i get in the car dropping my bag on the floor. before my seatbelt is even on he speeds off.

“What are we doing?” i ask him.

his eyes stay on the road, one hand fend off the wheel and onto my thigh. “I dunno, get food. Go to the park..Fuck?”

“Is that why you wanted to go out?”

“Like you didn’t already know.” he squeezes my thigh with a smile.

we pull into the mcdonald’s drive thru, we get our food and just as chris said, we go to the park.

we eat and listen to music before opening the sunroof and looking up at the stars. “Look how bright that one is!!”

i laugh, holding my stomach, “Thats a plane Chris!!”

“Shut up. No way!”

“I swear, look.” i say pointing as the plane continues moving.

we finally calm down and chris looks at me. “You look good.”

“Thanks.” i say furrowing my brows.

“You wanna fuck now?”

i turn to him, “Fuck it, let’s go.”

he immediately jumps into the backseat, holding my hand, pulling me to join him. grabbing my face he smashed our lips together and he already had his tongue wrestling mine.

our lips glide together seamlessly. pushing me against the car door, lips never disconnecting. he lifts the hem of my shirt to take it off. barely breaking out kiss he pulls it off completely. he starts to kiss down my neck while his hands make it to my back.

he sucks on my neck. not quite hard enough to leave a mark, but i still can’t help but moan out. “Fuck- chris”

he slowly unclips my bra pulling it off of me and moving his lips down, both hands massaging my breasts. gently he moves me to lay onto the seat, getting on top of me he sucks on my nipples moving back anf gorth between the two.

letting out uncontrollable moans i reach my hands into his hair while he continues sucking. “Fuck Chris! Cant take it!!”

“Tell me what you want.” he demands with almost a growl.

“Fuck me Chris.”

at my harsh tone he wastes no time grabbing me by my face, pulling me inches away from his own. “Dont be a bitch, ask nicely.”

“Fuck me. Please Chris.” i whisper back with a smile.

“Thats better.” he quickly unbuckles his pants pulling them down only to his knees. then faster than he took off his own, he tears off my pants aswell.

running a hand down from my tits, he hovers a hand over my slit. rubbing my clit softly he groans, “So wet, pretty girl. Want me to fuck you now?”

“Yes please Chris.”

“You got it.” he winks just before he lifts my thighs up to wrap around his hips, then lining himself up and bottoming out into me with no warning.

“Fuck!” i scream out.

“Aww, poor thing cant take me all at once?”

“Shut up Chris, just move.” i moan through my teeth.

he thrust into me, seemingly getting faster with each thrust. the car gets steamy while the two of us let out pornographic moans in unison.

his head thrown back while he pound into me ruthlessly, i rest my hands on his chest, while his hands are wrapped around my thighs holding onto me so tights he might leave bruises.

i begin to clench around his cock, “Fuck keep doing that- y/n gonna cum.”

i subconsciously do as he says and the sloppier his thrusting gets the more i come undone. “Chris Chris- im cumming.”

“Me too, baby. Cum for me.” he moans out sounding almost like a whisper cry.

he continues thrusting into me until not even moments later i feel myself begin to shake, cumming all over his cock. my legs shake as i let out inaudible moans. he lets me ride out my high just a little longer before pulling out stroking himself.

i watch as he throws his head back, dick twitching. his cum shoots out onto my lower abdomen, he groans out before falling back into the seat.

“Fuck.” he says.

“Fuck.” i repeat.

“Im hungry again.”

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didn’t know how to end it but wtv, love you🫶🏼

@devsturniolo❤️

[sanemisstalker]

Idk why but like I really wanna die in somebody’s arms- it’s like such a beautiful but sad way to die?

(**kny spoilers**)

kinda like how Mitsuri died in Obanai’s arms bc that was such a heartbreaking moment but it also was kinda sweet at the same time? Idek anymore 😭 ty for your time btw <3

Broooo-

I hate to be that guy and point to your username, but I think dying in Giyu's arms would be the worst emotionally. I think it'd be actually devastating.

CW// Death / Implied Major Character Death/ Implied Suicide/ Angst

A part of me reasons that Sanemi could handle it about as well as he handles anything else. Poorly, but he'd continue like he always does. That's all he can do because he thinks anything else is a show of extreme cowardice and he doesn't deserve to feel that way.

But when you're in his arms, dying, more color is dissapearing, and he's fighting to see your face past the tears- he's wailing and screaming, and trying to command you to come back. That normally works. Maybe he's gotten scary enough to scare death, but no. He'll never be enough to fend off the inevitable.

I don't think Shinobu would be much different. She has an astonishing amount of hate in her heart. Enough to patch up the wound long enough for her to pretend it isn't there anymore.

You'd be lying in her arms, and all of it would be beating against her head. Every word you ever said, every piece of medical knowledge she had, and for her to be the only one able to know just how incapable she was of saving you- She'd start begging a higher power, probably, begging you to be strong in her stead- save yourself because she's not strong enough.

Rengoku wouldn't cry until you fully slipped away, doing all he could to muster his voice flat- you needed comfort, obviously. He knew it wouldn't heal the wounds, nothing could, but he was still denying that to keep his smile wide.

You wouldn't be in his arms but on his lap, his hand sweeping hair from your fading eyes. I think He'd sit there for a while. For too long, just trying to prevent tears, because you wouldn't make a move to wipe them.

Tengen would hurt, bad. You're in his arms, and he's rocking you, and he's having a panic attack- He'd deny it the hardest. For the longest.

There's a notable difference, Tengen understood, between the weight of a breathing person, and a dead body. He knew that difference the second you slumped against his shoulder, and his knees hit the ground. He'd try to wake you up, tell you to stop the act, it isn't funny, because God, what else could he do but joke in a half witted prayer to hear your laugh.

Giyu....

Fuck me , man. I don't think he's emotionally strong enough to handle anymore loss. He's already disliked by his peers, by himself, god, and everyone who breathed. You were the only person willing to talk with him- to waste time on him. To love him.

The imagery for this one is vivid- the rain. Ironic. Even in his own element he couldn't save you. He's hunched over you and mimics your shallow breathes, protecting your face from the down pour.

You can't get the words out to say how much you really, deeply love him. He keeps shushing you, trying to conserve your energy- He's panicking, too, hands unsure of their need. There were so many wounds, he couldn't possibly tend to them all.

The poor boy would whisper a beg- to let him go in your stead. He couldn't be left alone to survive again. Not again. He had too many lives he was carrying on his shoulders. Too many souls he was responsible for reaching heaven with, and he was never that good a man.

He's not asking God, he's asking you. And how cruel you were to not let him die.

'I can't- Y/N, I can't do this again.' He'd sound close to vomiting. A certain animalistic sound to his voice. Guttural, almost. 'You-You-God- no-no-n-'

But you'd be gone, unable and unwillingly to give him to permission he so desperately needed. Not deserved, He'd remind himself.

He'd all but rot next to you. The second your last breathe loosed, he'd stop breathing, too. Days would go by. Unmoving. Unfeeling.

I truly believe he'd die with you that day.

[turnin9pag3]

GUYS ITS REGULUS ARCTURUS BLACKS BIRTHDAY I LOVE HIM SM SO IN HONOR OF HIM HERE ARE A TON OF THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF HIM

the movie 500 days of summer

the book a list of cages

the show i am not okay with this

the character viggo grimborn

the animal sugar glider (dont ask y idek)

All of the following lyrics:

“screaming while the exit signs read heavens waiting” (circles, ptv)

“im gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin til your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention” (i dont care if your contagious, ptv)

“why dont you call me out for leaving all the lights on? why dont you call?” (growing/dying, the backseat lovers)

“i know that good lives make bad stories” (sober to death, car seat headrest)

“youll ask why and there will be no answer so you ask for how long and there will be so answer then youll ask what can i do and there will be no answer and eventually you will shut up” (fill in the blank, car sear headrest)

“karma police arrest this man he talks in math he buzzes like a fridge hes like a detuned radio” (karma police, radiohead)

“try to, try to forget that your bones will dismantle and the dreams you had they’ll collide with time” (re do, modern baseball)

“laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but youre barley scraping by” (the places you have come to fear the most, dashboard confessional)

“oh you never seem to notice my heart beats for you so ill open you up and make yours beat for me too” (mx sinister, idkhbtfm)

“and i went crazy again today looking for a strand to climb looking for a little hope” (paper bag, fiona apple)

“why am i always the bad guy when im just trying to help. this body means nothing to me. at all.” (this body means nothing to me, shrimp)

“id rather die than have to cry in front of you. fight or flight id rather lie than tell you im in love with you” (fight or flight, conan gray)

“im my own worst enemy… sometimes i dont wanna feel nothing on the inside” (complete collapse, sws)

“i dont want what you have i want to be you… my name is brutus but the people will call me rex” (brutus, the buttress)

he is probably my favorite character out of everything ive read or watched. his storyline is tragic and beautiful and im honestly obsessed with how its written out. an unknown martyr. the most poetic way to die.

Make sure to say happy birthday to the stars tonight for him! (or the sea 🤭)

[cheesesoda]

Punk Tactics.

chris x fem!reader

a/n: very loosely ib send me your location by @soursturniolo

genre: idek hurt/comfort?

summary: reader is getting harassed and chris steps in.

cw: sexual harassment, language, violence (in defense tho BUT I DONT CONDONE VIOLENCE)

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chris wasn’t a very overprotective boyfriend. he knew you could handle yourself in fact he kinda liked watching you handle yourself. on very few occasions did he feel it was necessary to step in, and when he did step in—it’s evident why he didn’t do it too often.

you, chris, matt, and nick were all at a party that nate was throwing. hundreds of bodies were pressed up against each other with how crowded it was. music blared as everybody danced.

“i’m gonna go get some drinks.” you practically yelled over the music to chris and he nodded as he kept talking and dancing with a few friends and his brothers.

when you entered the kitchen, it was much quieter. the door muffled the music coming from the rest of the house. you were surprisingly the only one in the kitchen. you got two cans of pepsi but as you were about to leave, two men walked in. you ignored their presence until one of them blocked the doorway in front of you.

“can i help you?” you ask disinterestedly. “you could say that.” he replies with a grin. “what my friend here is trying to say is we wanna have some fun with you.” the other one speaks up from behind you and you spin around to face him. “thanks but no.” you turn back towards the other one. “now will you get out of my way?” you sigh. “that’s not a very nice way to speak to me, dont you think?” he fake pouts.

you hated using the boyfriend card because you wanted to believe you could fend off creeps without it, but this was a situation that called for it. “look, i’ve got a boyfriend.” you say. “really? if i was your boyfriend i wouldn’t let you leave the house dressed like that.” he snickers. “thank god you’re not.” you scoff. “listen, bitch,” he growls, pushing you back against the kitchen counter. “i’ve had enough of your disrespect. shut the fuck up before i break your fucking nose!” the other one corners you against the counter alongside his friend.

he yanks up your dress and suddenly you can’t move. fear courses through your veins and you can’t say a word. “not so tough anymore, huh?” he says. this is it you think to yourself as he meddles with your dress. right when you think there’s nothing left to do, the kitchen door creaks open.

“y/n? are you okay?” it’s chris. you must’ve been taking a while. “chris!” you nearly cry out. when he sees the two men looming over you while glaring at him, his gaze darkens. “get away from her.” he says firmly but calm. “yeah? what are you gonna do?” one of the men sneers. “get the fuck away from her.” chris repeats, stepping closer to the men. “get lost, kid. we found her first-“ the other man dismisses chris but before he can even finish his sentence, a fist comes pounding into his face.

he staggers backwards with a groan. “you broke my fucking nose!” he screams. the other man punches chris in retaliation but chris grabs him by the collar before wailing on him. “chris!” you exclaim. the sounds of the men’s screams must’ve attracted some attention because some people came rushing into the kitchen, including matt and nick.

nick pries chris off of the guy as matt asks you what happened. “i-i was just getting drinks and they- they came in and- i said no, matt, but they just wouldn’t stop and then chris…” you pant through short, panicked breaths. “hey, y/n, breathe. it’s okay.” matt says soothingly. “matt, come on!” nick calls to matt from the doorway, still holding chris who is struggling to break free.

later that night…

you and the triplets are back at their house. chris had a few bruises and cuts and a bloody nose so you patched him up in the bathroom. you dabbed at the blood on his face with a washcloth. “you could’ve gotten really hurt, chris. what if the cops get involved?” you said softly. “i’d do it again.” he scoffed. “i should’ve done worse, to be honest.” you put down the washcloth and cupped his cheek. “chris…” you sigh. “y/n…” he mimics you. “those fucking bastards deserved every punch they got, and more. i don’t regret a thing.” he confesses and you can tell he’s telling the truth. “i just don’t want you to get hurt.” you reply. “i don’t want you to get hurt either.” he says. you sigh deeply and resume cleaning his wounds.

when you finish, you climb into bed together. a comfortable silence falls upon the room as you cradle each other in your arms. “it was kinda hot watching you beat those fuckers up though.” you confess after a couple minutes of quiet. “yeah?” you can hear the smirk in his voice. “good night.” you groan. “love you too.” he says before you both fall asleep.

[veryobsessedchild]

‼️Yap Alert‼️ Idk if this is a hot take, but whatever. So when it comes to musical theatre, I would much rather take great acting over like perfect singing during the songs. Like yes, I want the singing to be good, and you probably do have to be a decent singer to be able to act good while singing, but I’d rather listen to an average singer act their heart out while doing it than a professional trying to sound perfect.

I was thinking about this because I decided to watch a video of a live performance of Dead Mom from Beetlejuice the Musical and I ended up liking it better than the album version. In the live version it (obviously) doesn’t sound like it was recorded in a studio and so the quality of the singing wouldn’t be as good, like there were points where you could tell that she was kinda out of breath and points where she might be quieter than the album version. But where the album version gained in quality, it lost in acting. In the live version I watched, there were more “crys”, and one thing she did a lot was that she might end a note by kind of screaming, (idk how to explain it) and even though all of that makes the song sound less I guess, America’s Got Talent worthy??? Idk? It ended up feeling much more raw, like you could hear the emotions behind all of it. To me it’s kinda like, the emotions that she’s feeling during the song are messy so therefor the song being messy as well just makes sense.

Idek what I’m yapping about here but hopefully it makes sense. I’d also like to say that I’m not hating on the album version, I love it, and I know that it makes sense to tone down the acting for albums.

Heere’s the bmc part of this yapfest:

So a lot of the reason that people don’t like Will Roland’s Jeremy is because he “sings everything wrong” or something, and I will admit that I was kind of skeptical when I first listened to the bmc broadway album, but now I love it. As I said before, I prefer the acting being great over the singing being great, so when Will Roland makes all those goofy noises, I actually enjoy it because it adds to his character. Although I’ll say that it can feel a little out of place during some songs, and I can see why some people might not like it. One song that comes to mind where the goofy noises do add a lot to the song is Loser Geek Whatever. I think that those “I want” type songs like LGW and Dead Mom are the best to be sung…weirdly? Idk? I don’t wanna repeat myself, but, the emotions that the characters are feeling are messy so the songs being sung messily makes sense.

TLDR: It’s kinda cool when actors do weird things when singing because it makes the song feel more real.

Alright, yapfest over:3

[tonberry-yoda]

I think im asking too many questions atp idek if uve already answered this one so IM SORRY IF IM BOTHERING but whos ur fav music artist???

Also i know ive requested him before but im unoriginal and inlove so

Can i request

Gyro angst

I feel like being sad rn

AGAIN CONGRATS ON 600 U FR DESERVE THEM ALL🫶🏻🤭

Imma be here when u hit 10k fr

I talk too much OKAY BYE HAVE A NICE DAY!

You're not asking too many questions, omg. i think it's lovely that you wanna ask me stuff <333 currently, my favorite music artist (because i listen to A LOT OF MUSIC) is Gorillaz. I've listened to them since I was a kid and love them so so much <33

also, not unoriginal, i never get Gyro requests and I am so down bad for this cowboy, so thank you for requesting him because AWOOOOGA

it's not super angsty or anything, but I quite like it :)

Stuck - Gyro Zeppeli

pairing - Gyro x reader

warnings - slight angst, nothing crazy tho

word count - 615

You screamed at the top of your lungs, trying to claw yourself out of the earth. How the hell were you supposed to know that there was quicksand in America? And why the hell were they making racers take their horses through it?! Your horse had run off to god knows where and you were stranded. You were going to die here.

Prior, you made the stupid mistake of screaming at Gyro for being an idiot, and he left you in the dust unapologetically. You couldn't blame him though. If your horse didn't have a scratch on her leg, you would've gladly left him in the dust too, but instead you were left behind. And now it felt like the last breaths you were going to take.

For some reason, your brain couldn't stop feeling bad for yelling at Gyro, for being such an asshole to him since the race started. Maybe if you didn't cause all of the situations, karma wouldn't be here to bite you in the ass.

You really couldn't help but cry, watching the sky get further and further from you. God, this was awful. Wet, hot tears ran down your face as the cold mud grabbed your collarbones. You knew you shouldn't have signed up for this godforsaken race.

You took a breath and decided: screw Gyro Zeppeli. He just left you here like he knew it was going to happen. Like he wanted you to die in the middle of the-

Your thoughts were quickly interrupted as you felt a hand grab yours. You were pulled out of the mud and into the arms of… dammit.

“Gyro?!” You pushed him away and almost fell back into the mud, but he grabbed your hand to prevent that from happening.

“Are you hurt?” His voice sounded genuine, like he really cared about you.

“N-No. I'm fine.” You shuffled in your spot before Gyro ran with you, avoiding anything that could be quicksand.

“Dammit, y/n, I can't believe you!”

“I-”

“I don't wanna hear it! You get all pissed at me and I leave you just to find out you almost got killed, you dumbass! Thank god your horse showed up to our campsite or else you would probably be dead because I wouldn't have found out!”

You stood and allowed yourself to get yelled at by Gyro. You did deserve it. You were being the asshole, so the least you could give him was your time. So you swallowed back your pride and listened.

“I'm just, ugh!” Gyro threw his hands in the air and then wrapped his arms around you. “I'm just glad you’re okay.” His voice was soft against your ear, and his hair tickled your arm.

“Sorry Gyro.”

He pulled back and looked you up and down. “It's okay… just… don't do it again.” He grabbed your hand and went to walk off again, but he felt the force of you standing still and stopped, turning to you. “What’s the matter?”

“I'm really sorry Gyro.”

“You already said that, y/n. It's okay real-”

“No. About earlier. I'm sorry Gyro.”

Gyro looked at you with concerned eyebrows and jumped when you threw yourself on him, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck. He pulled you in close by the waist and smiled. “I'm sorry too.” You kept your muddy, dirty clothes covered body pressed to his warm one, letting him pick pieces of trees and rocks off of your shirt. “Now what do you say we get back to the campsite and get you cleaned up?”

You nodded and placed a little kiss on his cheek before grabbing his hand and letting him guide you.

[winterillustrates]

Wanna draw, but busy, so I'm fantasizing abt drawing the guys. Yep, I'm delulu, but let me live!

How hard/How much I wanna draw the guys list....

(X) --Never drawn them

(1) -- Only drawn them once/very unexperienced with drawing them

HEARTSLAYBUL VERSION

Riddle: Um...my child?? My little guy who does no wrong? I wanna draw him so bad, and I have, a few times. How much I wanna draw him? 7/10. How hard he is to draw? 5/10. Relatively easy w/ a reference.

(X) Trey: I'm sorry, Trey fans, but I do not see the appeal? I mean, he sorta has this sadistic thing going on in the background, and that obsession with teeth kinda...doesn't hit. I think it would've been nicer if the character he's twisted from was ACTUALLY obsessed with teeth, but...eh... 6/10. Not cause I like him, but cause he has glasses and people w/ poor eyesight gotta stick together. How hard he is to draw? Idk, cause I've never bothered. But he looks like a 9/10 with that fedora and a 6/10, cause his hair looks like one wrong stroke and it looks entirely different.

(X) Cater: AHHHHHH. I love him!! I just want the best for him. AHHHH!! Top 10. I love his design! His phone is beauty! AHHHH!! 8/10. He slays, but dayum, his hair would drive me insane, ngl, so I'm giving him a 9/10.

(X) Ace: Ew. /affectionately. Oh, but in all seriousness, I'm not inclined to draw him. Not cause I don't like him, it's just...he's cool. BUT HIS BIRTHDAY CARD ROCKED MY WORLD!! LIKE WDYM YOU CAN BE PRETTY?? 3/10. Uh...his hair isn't giving it. Love his pose, but I'm not loving how his hair is. 7/10.

(X) Deuce: MY DEAR CHILD. MY SWEET SUMMER CHILD. I COULD KISS HIM WDYM. If I was Yuu, Deuce would be like friends to lovers, ngl. Frick Ace, Idc. 6/10, because I love him, but nothing screams "DRAW ME OR PERISH". His design is simplistic, his hair is nice and his pose is so in character, so maybe a 5/10.

As you can see, I have favourism for more straight haired characters than characters with spiky/fluffy hair.

Oh, and I'm kinda predicting Trey/Ace card for Heartslaybul, ngl. Ace, cause of the angst potential w/ Yuu and Trey, cause...idk, twst seems random like that.

Heartslaybul isn't my fav dorm, but it's the dorm that is inspired from my favorite child book, so I love it. I feel like they could've tried making them a bit more interesting, but they do have a good dynamic, and they all perform their roles marvellously.

I know I hate on Ace a lot (jokingly), but I do admire his honesty especially towards more powerful figure like Riddle and Malleus.

Deuce's love for his mother, kinda made me cry a bit. I mean, a lot of people love their parents, but I feel like Deuce SHOWED that he loved her by changing for her. I'm not saying it's good to change your personality for someone, but he saw how destructive his attitude was for his mother (someone he loved to the moon and back) and that was his main driving force to change. 10/10. I love my boy.

Cater is just so...idek how to describe him. He kinda gives me Show and Tell from Martinez vibes, because of how he presents himself?? Idk, honestly. I don't think Cater knows this, but I feel like he essentially makes/(MIGHT be more comfortable with them??) parasocial relationships? Like, how he puts on this fake smile, performance and act of them being their friend, only to never actually form an attachment to them, but they formed an attachment to him?? He's just so...hard for me to explain. WAIT HE REMINDS ME OF 'WORLD'S GREATEST ACTOR' ON YOUTUBE. AHHH.

Trey...he's like the person I pay the least attention to in Heartslaybul, so...not gonna put much effort, cause I barely know anything about him.

Riddle...Riddle would do SO well with Red from Descendants. Like, they both have controlling mothers but the way they handle this is very different. I have a lot to say abt him, but I'm just gonna stop.

[t1redofyourbs]

nothing to see please dont read this

i have realized i tend to make up oddly spesific threats on the creatord of homework when im pissed.

eg: i will find you and flay you alive. i will the rub alchol into the wound and salt and stitch up your mouth so you cannot scream. eventually, you have to and you will rip the stichs apart, which will only hurt you more.

idek why i really just wanna cry

i constantly dont feel good enough, like i feel like im lagging behind

♓︎ ⬥︎♋︎■︎⧫︎ ⧫︎□︎ ♎︎♓︎♏︎

[h5eavenly]

oh my god i just fell down to my knees in the middle of the parking lot

first of all y/n is a better person than me bc i would've denied everything. bc how are you gonna pull up TO MY PLACE and rat me out to MY BF under MY roof???? just ain't no way 😭 i can't really defend y/n on the bet thing but i will say the absolute fucking NERVE to show up to her door and expose her in her own household yeji was so wrong for that i'm cryinggg 😭😭 i would've gaslit them both into the next lifetime like my love she's clearly not in a right mental space rn don't listen to her 😭😭😭 it would've been so bad bc ain't no way you're giving me a read like that under my own roof baby we can go outside for this

but in all seriousness woah this is really crazy. your gf is telling you that she was forced to sleep with somebody and that she was threatened and harassed for months and you're telling her that it's always everybody else's fault but never hers..... yea it's really crazy. i understand hyune's frustration and where he's coming from bc he basically just found out y/n had been continuously lying to him even though he created many opportunities for her to come clean to him and i understand he didn't really mean it but that was a lot. btw the chapter was beautifully written as always, and i particularly love how you work with these characters and make them so nuanced and three-dimensional that you can tell when they're saying stuff they don't necessarily mean but still can understand where they're coming from + how their statements validate their anger bc even if the statement itself is absolutely out of place, their feelings are justified and both things are true at once so you can't bluntly judge one of these things without acknowledging the other. ik i sound like a broken record but the intricate layers that you work with regarding this smau make my literary theory loving self so happy and you deserve all the flowers for it. im absolutely obsessed and my heart is still 200 metres deep like we might as well just bury it atp but i loved every single line 🩷

good news is cat is finally out of the bag!!!! and everybody cheered bc now yeosang has nothing on y/n and he can be finally dealt with. ik we still have a long way to go bc honestly seungmin's revelation gagged me a bit i was like oh???? we still haven't seen hanji and ayen either and im honestly so seated for their carousel debut. but woah this was really the highlight of my week i haven't felt so many things in such a short time in literal days

NO BC same id deny everything like my life depended on it worst case id pretend to fall into a rare amnesia out of nowhere like uhh WHO ARE YOU GUYS EVEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY HOUSE🤨 🤨🤨

it feels like hyune was too overwhelmed by the weight and length of her lie to fully register what shes saying like he heard everything but didnt really listen

baby :(( idek how to respond to you rn im speechless im just so happy that you think so of my writing i wanna cry and scream and idk thank youu so much i have stopped writing for years and this series was the first thing ive written in a while so to see this overwhelming love and positivity is insane to me :(( also i dont think the rest of skz are gonna debut in carousel tbh han might make an appearance in the past like seungmin but thats about it🥺💗💗 im happy you enjoyed this ty for writing to me🥺🥺

[f4irycafe]

sry if this is too much but how did u feel ab doing anal? my bf really wants to try it but idek how to prepare for that😭😭

i have experience with anal masturbating so it’ll be different for newbies 💗 . but for SURE try sticking other shit up there before u go straight to dick. markers are good, i know that’s gross but if u don’t wanna put ur fingers up there markers are about the same thickness as most fingers and it’s good to ease u into it. then obviously just buy a small baby plug and experiment w that. that’s what made it easier for me cuz I’d already been doing it mad long. BUT EVEN THEN HE STILL TORE MY SHIT ABT. it’s gonna feel weird regardless kinda like u need to poop 😭 but just take it slow and plzzzzzzz experiment w other shit before u go straight to penis or you’ll probably scream and fucking cry 💀

Anyways there’s the advice and story u didn’t ask for 🤣

[jalapenobee]

my mom to my aunt over the phone: ohmygosh ikr??? idek what my kids are doing in their rooms all day, i just hope they're not just talking to their friends all the time or doing suspicious things...

me, in my room all day: HSKSHSLSHDLSHDHD SCREAMING SOBBING EATING BRICKS OVER THIS. I AM ON THE FLOOR. FAVFAVFAVFAVFAVFAV. BLORBOS. OP THIS SLAMS SO HARD. DO YOU WANNA SEE ME CRY BC I WILL.

[paladanses]

I love Metal Gear Solid it's such a dumb stupid idiot gay game series idek wtf going on half the time like the first time I played mgs1 I was 19 and ate two edibles right before playing and couldn't do shit cause I was laughing at everything so I just watch video essays and read wikis because I can't play high stress story based games without breaking out in an intense sweat and screaming because it's doing something I don't like so I pause the game and say I'm gonna get something to eat but I just get up and watch jerma vods and drink jarritos

Anyways I love Metal Gear it's fucking dumb and doesn't make any sense at all I've watched all the cutscenes and gameplay n shit it's all fucking nonsense and I don't know why people take it seriously. I love it. It makes me want to smoke weed and cry. I love Solid Snake and Raiden and Otacon they all make me really sad I wanna be their friend and share a bunt with them. A weed if you will. Maybe like. Idk. Play animal crossing with them. I love Metal Gear but I hate it but I love it but I hate it